More confident. For last year's festival I was heavily optimistic and this got chipped away as time went on. For next year's festival I was heavily pessimistic and this has been chipped away (albeit it quicker than my optimism).
At the moment there are a few things that we need to see play out before the "it's happening" claxon rings, namely the Vaccine being approved and being shown to work in real life (e.g. numbers of deaths start falling in Winter without a full blown lockdown being required).