I think those that matter already know im back in liverpool now and will be for the for seeing future. Me and darren have come down to scouse land to both get work (both jobs basically/almost sorted already) and to have fun

Last weekend Ive had a nice quiet time. Been really nice catching up with me mum n dad, especially my dad, i hadnt seen him in 6 months!. Back in my mums n dads house we now have a very modern kitchen with open plan dinning room - with a plasma tv!! house looks well different but well nice. Strange, for the first time in 22 years sitting at a table to have ya dinner.!!! (yer, so? we where poor once!) Mum and dad are also buying a convertible car in september - the Ma-gan or soamt. *shite at cars*

I love the sunny weather, and i feel sooooo fit and healthy, everyone keeps saying i look really well - so that makes me feel even better lol! *big head* After T in the park a couple of weeks ago i was totally ill, bed bound for 5 days - was horrible. Now i feel well good. Ive hardly had any ale sinse T, and ive cut down smoking too - i even stoped for a whole 6 days 2 weeks ago. Didnt even miss them.... but day number 6 it was a social obligasion

My sisters wedings all booked now. *cant remeber exact date* but some day in May at half 2pm. lol. why do i remeber the time and not the actual day????.... oooo *is chief brides maid* She also has Ivf starting in August. Its all abit exciting.

In 3 weeks time ill be at Leeds festival. My highlight if the year. Cant bloody wait. Mainly looking forward to the Yeah yeah yeahs and The fall!!!! its gonna be amazing.

Exactly this month 12 months ago i broke up with my ex (been together for 5 years) and lost an amazing flat i lived in. (and aload of other crappy things happened over the summer/autum of 2005) I was so low. And done stupid things. I never thought id get over it. I couldnt see any light after my broken heart.

The way i feel 12 months on is i cant remember being this happy for many many years. Im sickly happy and healthy. If that makes sense!! Every day i wake up early, cant wait to get out in the sun, cant wait to speak to darren, hang out with people/family.

my summer so far has been amazing, its been spent in the sun and in love.

Last night me, darren and Jacko went to the Krazy house been bloody ages sinse i danced out in a club - some ol' cheesy classy songs! was lots and lots of fun tho.

today ive mainly been bloody writing blogs! blue_mondays has been playing call of duty on the xbox360 all day, just asked him to make us a cuppa and his responce was 'ive been in a war all day - you make it!'

scum bag! lmao

*goes off to make self a cuppa*