16:29pm.... ive stayed in ALL day hugging the phone, On the chance 1 of my jobs would call me back today (I was told directly by one that they would phone today before 5pm) I have half an hour left. Im pissed off and down. I so need a job and all i seem to get is 'ill call you when were doing interveiws'... Fook off - today ive litrally put off phoning other jobs on the one chancwe this one would phone today. (keep of the line)

Blue_mondays had luck tho He got a call and has an interveiw on Wednesday, for a chef vancancie. (what hes qualified as) so thats good (he thinks he'll have to cut of his curls tho )

Last night i had a good night tho, after the liverpool vs chelsea match we went back the pub, our local - think we're actually gettin' known as 'locals' now too!

There was a band playing - old man type band playing 50s music. When i reaslised one of them was my uncle! lmao - he hadnt seen me sinse i was knee high to a grasshopper. Blue_mondays was well made up! - he got to play his Gibson Les paul for abit hahaha...

turned into a really good lively night, when we were just expecting a quiet one...

bloody 20 mins left for this job to call me.... im so down. grrr.