i have bought myself two new pairs of beautiful shoes... i think my shoe obsession may be out of control...
i also need to buy a cocktail dress... ackness i am not a dress person and find finding any sort of dress like wear that doesn't make me look dumpy ver hard... i am not looking forward to this shopping trip..
ackity....yesterday when xraying a patient they had to have their chest drain repositioned... the poor bloke asked if i would hold his hand, he was quite distresseed, and the f**ker near squeezed it to death... it stilll ouches!
Just got back from working a12 hour nightshift and can't sleep... I really don't like working at night and no matter how vast the sum they pay me Idon't know if it is worth it anymore...
ooo and evil w*nker doctor came and found me last night at work to apoligise for his attitude!!! Nothing better than a pathetic grovelling doctor
none smoking is going well.... the patches give me wonderful colourful dreams however they still itch to death! Not looking forward to going out on thursday as its with alot of friends and will involve alot to drink and if i don't want to smoke i think it going to be a very sober evening.....
I don't see how i can wean myself of the patches either as i made the fatal mistake of forgetting to put one on and until i did remember... some four hours late... i was very grumpy to say the leas
Curse the world.... work a 12 hour night shift and then find out two of the people who are meant to relieve you are running very late... i want my bed!
ooo a new toy... will probably never use it again... but may as well have a go.
I went to see the cat empire in s'bush on thurs... was mighty good however snakebite is not my drink of choice and i was lead astray by a group of moraless (sp?) ozzies...
After havving the mother of all hangovers yesterday resulting in my spending all day in bed feeling like the world had come to an end I have decided i should moderate my alcohol consumption... I am not sure how thi will work out but givin
off to the blag club in snotty hill tonight.... what is it with friends picking poxy places for their birthdays? is it compulsory?
well i am sure a few drinks will make the place ok.... maybe quite a few drinks
ok... so my credit card statement arrived today.... I feeling organised and wonderful generally decide to pay using my wonderful online banking...
I thought to myself ooo won't that be fast, efficent and special to sort it all out now...
but no
oh no no no
it could not be that simple....
does it have a button that says transfer money to credit card? no
does it have a button saying make payment to credit card? oui but it gives you a bloody list of different optio
ack epp back to work after a glorious ten days away from the bloody place.... working the night shift tonight with a cold and a cough which seems to want to become a chest infection... oh joy and drunks for 12 hours...
bestest friends birthday on saturday though which will be fun although sunday morning may not be
the patches itch... but not craving a ciggie as much as i thought i would... although i have not been out and i turn into an evil smoking machine after a few drinks...
i am on the trusts stop smoking thingy so my NRT is free.. however each week i have to go and sit in a room with the crazed course leader and a group of miserable f**kers who quite obviously don't want ot give up smoking but appreciate getting an hour and a half to arse about instead of working... ack
so everything is lo
i have just lived through the most awful NYE ever... 37 blue light calls between 12 and 8... xrayed over 70 patients between three of us... drunken leecherous arseholes, nutcases.... stabbings, gun shot wounds and bottlings... I never want to work nye again...
ack! patches are making me itchy and red... the gum tastes like nasty ashtray hell... and the nasal spray really doesn't appeal... i think i may well be the most miserable person in the world...
not smoking has made me bitchy, short tempered and generally ack!
The last week has been a real pleasure to live. I heard from a friend i had not spoken to for ages.... my son had his sixth birthday and the party went really well.... I had my work christmas party and i did eventually find a nice french connection dress to wear.... on saturday i went to kew gardens for carols and ice skating which was amazing...
isn't it nice when everything goes just how you would like it too
ooo and off out tonight with the girls for drinks
