went to go and see the automatic at the astoria on thursday and they were rather good... had a wonderul time and it will be a shame to see the venue closed as i rather like it.
in other news i am still not smoking although it seems to be becoming more of a struggle rather than easier which isn't how it is meant to work i am sure....
i am also considering joining a gym to tone myself up.... this may come to a shock to some as i am known for my laziness and ability to demand getting
back to work tonight..... ackity.... not looking forward to the mountain of e-mails and other shit that will be waiting for me... not to mention the fact i will be working a 12 hour night... boo
the pook has just fallen asleep on the floor whilst listening to the jungle book... don't think he has adjusted to being back at school yet....
might do some shopping online tonight to pass the time.... remember if you hurt yourself tonight do not in an circumstances come to uch A&E!!
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well i didn't believe you got sock shops... buns proved otherwise and the link she provided sold thong socks !!! needless to say these have disturbed me alot
sprog is ill so i have had to spend today awake... aterworking last night... i have achieved this by mainly playing tangerine panic... how can somthing so simple be so amusing... must be the effects of sleep deprivation....
watched a very disturbing programme on channel 4 last night... animal farm..
the double muscled cows were disgusting... and when asked if they were as healthy and had the same quality of life as normal cows all the man could say is that their quality of life was comparable to intensivly farmed cattle.... oooo and the chicken bred to be super large with no feathers so that you can farm broiler chickens in tropical climates.... ackity disgusting....
that and the argument for f**king with rice
off to the hairdressers today.... bored with the hair so going to have something done with it... I have had a similar style of haircut for about two years now and its all got a bit boring...
looking for likley haircuts on the tinternet... ack it confuses me.... may well have a fringe... or dammit just shave it all off !
oh and i am still not smoking... god its miserable going to gigs as an ex smoker and being surrounded by people smoking... do they not realise how much they
going to the gym today was suprisingly good fun... however the midget french man who showed me how to use everything was more than a little strange and i could understand little of what he said due to his very strong accent...
working tonight or rather now ... really over doing night shifts... they are long, boring and bugger up my sleep pattern for days afterwards
if anyone needs to hire an assistant whom they will pay vast quantities of cash for little work in return please e
if ever in nottinghill and in need of a drink avoid the blag club like the plague... horrid horrid place filled with w*nkers...
however the night was somewhat saved by cosmo's and a halloumi wrap on the way home
the problem with working nights is not only the way it messes with your body clock but also after 10 hours you get a bit bored of your own company when it is deathly quiet
after 12 hours working on a bloody sunday! i can offically say all doctors are again w*nkers.. well appart from the one who bought me a tube of love hearts which were mighty scrummy
the problem with the birthdays off friends is that you are expected to turn up for hte night out and not go home after half an hour and you don't get to pick the venue
last night started off with drinks which was fine.... Tiger Tiger on the other hand is a shit hole... in the end i stopped drinking as it was not making things any better.... i think i have had enough off crap birthday drinking/dancing venues and will from now on refuse to go to shit places... as if the blag club was not bad e
i have no idea what i as drinking last night but i think a pig may have pooped in my head.... i want to die
I think i might die.... ack ....
I am dying and may never drink again... ever... slippery nipples are tasty but i feel so rough today and i have to work tonight
off to Rome for the weekend this afternoon ... can't wait going out last night was not such a good idea though... especially not as i have done no packing .. have no euros and generally feel like a pig has pooped in my head
oppsieee just realised my printer has no ink.... this is not good and after having a bath i can't hear out of my left ear.... i think this trip may be cursed
I have had a rather random week... the pook has been away for half term so its been all rather busy and i have quite enjoyed being able to do exactly what i please...
monday saw me in a rather bad mood... not helped by the fact that on my way to work on monday night i found the whole of acton highstreet closed ... traffic backed up... and millions of police both on foot and mounted wondering about... transpires that some poor sod had been run over... mounted police patrol round my way so
bloody work have been bollocked for not doing any appraisals for ages so they are now rushing through them...
buggers are doing mine on friday and want my CPD file up to date for it... sods! busy all week and so i am having to squeeze the bloody stupid thing into my spare time... ack ack ack
its pointless anyway as they never act on any of the points brought up by it and i will carry on pretty much as usual regardless of it ... ack
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still not smoking
I hate working 12 hr night shifts....
but oh well.... should i buy a tandem bike... decided today on the tube home that one might be quite fun...
or one of those little bike trailer thingys to tow the boy in..... i think i need to do some shopping
........ still not smoking... and still writing that ackity CPD
finish a 12 hour night shift and set off on my merry way home... train to willesden junction is fine... all is good with the world... wait for connecting train to richmond... ok first one cancelled next one will turn up... still moderatly cheerful.........
but oh no, after waiting over half an hour for the damn train they announce that the line is suspended... this is followed by the useful suggestion of getting a train the clapham junction then a train to richmond followed finally by a train
the no smoking is going well... about three weeks now... still on the patches though.
for some reason i can't sleep at the minute and keep waking up all night and unable to get to sleep at all after 4am... its not good and is resulting in a tired and not so happy minskyyy.
oh but i am off to go and see the howling bells tonight at ULU with some friends who i haven't seen for a while. will be much fun and i am sure i will be feeling rather ill tomorrow..
the weather was wonder
yesterday we bought sproglet an amaryllis bulb all of his own... he is quite excited about it and keeps measuring its height and wanting to water it and talk to it.
it is so nice to see someone so captivated by somthing so simple
the wee one has also developed a strange addiction to pickled dill cucumbers.... i am sure that is not normal for a 5 year old...
ack ack acck just got a bloody mouthful of the stop biting your nails shit i bought to help me stop biting my nails... ack it is foul...
i am on a mission... stopping biting my nails, haven't been smoking and trying to get rid of the jelly belly... its all making my life a misery
today whilst off sick errm hermmm i went shopping.... the intention was to buy a cocktail dress for this bloody party... but curses i could not wedge me boobs into a single one (I do not understand people who want breast implants... it's hell when your boobs are big but the rest of your body is a normal size)... the depression brought on by the realisation that i am unlikley to find a dress unless i part with serious money for a tailor to take it in meant that i had to deflect my need to shop on
still no news as regards aunties CT report.... they are saying they will tell her next week... i find this amazingly frustrating as i well know that if they rush you in for a CT on the emergency list they already have a report and are stalling until they have decided what they are going to tell her... grrrr
so spending friday night in drinking scrummy wine and watching crap tv.... not feeling overly social........ still looking about for jobs but not much about unless i fancy moving south of