Another year I’m sadly not there - I too was fortunate enough to go on a long stint of success 2013 to 2019, but since then I’ve missed out.
My situation may be different to yours, in that life has got in the way (married, kids) but I don’t go down the route of avoidance like some. I face it head on, watch as much as I can, have a few beers doing so, and think of all the absolutely incredible times I shared with people at the festival. It’s always changing, it’s likely not the festival I remember, but that’s the beast it is.
And remember, one day, you’ll return!